i've got my boy and he is one of the few you just can't let go of because if you do, nothing and no one will come close to measuring up.
but i need my girl...a go-to best friend, someone who can make me laugh because even i know my sense of humor isn't the best. someone who will listen when i need to cry. someone who wants to talk about more than the superficial. someone who cares. someone who would do anything for me because i would do the same for them...a genuine soul.
well i know who she is...and we became such fast friends it's hard to pinpoint when we really clicked. i like to think she really understands me and i hope she knows how much i care about her. but something out there decided that right as i was getting comfortable and oh so excited for the rest of my college experience with her, she has to leave me. i'm worried she'll leave and being here won't be the same for me...because before we met something wasn't right and as soon as we did, i took a sigh of relief. at this point there's just not enough time to do everything we want to do. they say that you don't know what you've got till it's gone but i know that i have a best friend by my side right now and i'm dreading the day that i come back to the house and she wont be down the hall. five hours is just too damn far and i'm not at all ready to give up my best friend.
just living,lizzi
